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Ich hab mir ne ganze, lange Autowerbung angeschaut!(Lee Byung-Hun<3<3<3<3<3<3<3)
[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[] Song of the South (1946)

[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[ ] Bedknobs & Broomsticks (1971)
[x] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[ ] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[ ] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[ ] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[ ] Oliver and Company (1986)
[x] Pete’s Dragon (1977)
[ ] The Rescuers (1977)
[x] Robin Hood (1973)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)

[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame(1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[ ] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)

[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[] Bolt (2008)
[x] Brother Bear (2003)
[x] Chicken Little (2005)
[ ] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] The Emperor’s New Groove (2000)
[x] Enchanted (2007)
[x] Fantasia 2000(2000)
[] Home on the Range (2004)

[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[x] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] The Princess and the Frog (2009)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)

[x] Tangled (2010)

[x] A Bug’s Life (1998)
[x] Cars (2006)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E (2008)
[ ] Up (2009)

[] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[] An American Tail (1986)
[] An American Tail: Fievel Goes West (1991)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[x] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)

[] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[ ] Corpse Bride (2005)
[] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)
[] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)
[x] Coraline (2009)

[] Antz (1998)
[x] Happy Feet (2006)
[x] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[x] Monster House (2006)
[x] Over the Hedge (2006)
[ ] The Polar Express(2004)
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[x] Shrek The Third (2007)
[] Monsters vs. Aliens (2009)

[] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995)
[x] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[] Light Years (1988)
[] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[] Persepolis (2007)
[] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[x] Watership Down (1978)
[] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[x] Yellow Submarine (1968)

[] Grave of the Fireflies (1988)
[x] Howl’s Moving Castle (2004)
[] Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989)
[] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[] My Neighbors The Yamadas (1999)
[x] My Neighbor Totoro (1993)
[] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984)
[] Only Yesterday (1991)
[] Pom Poko (Tanuki War) (1994)
[] Porco Rosso (1992)
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999)
[x] Spirited Away (2002)
[] Whisper of the Heart (1995)
[] Ponyo on a Cliff by the Sea (2009)
[x] The Cat Returns (2002)

Jan. 3rd, 2011

As happy as it makes me, Disney, in almost all its incarnations, also depresses me.

I could go on forever using a thousand examples, but, for now, let’s just see Tangled.

This guy comes in who, as sexy as he is, is, essentially, bad. He’s a thief, narcissistic, manipulative, deceiving.

And she’s just a girl who wants more than what she has, wants something different, something new, something exciting. She wants an adventure.

As unwilling as he is at first, he gives her this adventure, and, in the end, wants nothing more than to see her happy. At the end of the film, Eugene is still slightly arrogant and maintains enough of his old qualities, but he’s changed so much, and that change was because of her, that change was for her. She turned him into a better person. He loved her enough to let her do that to him. He loved her.

So maybe I don’t want a smoking hot thief who’s gonna take me to see floating lanterns on my birthday and love me enough to let himself evolve (just kidding. Who wouldn’t want their very own Flynn? unf). That’s not the point.

The point is… these movies, these stories have built up an unattainable level of happiness and want for me, and it’s just downright awful knowing that I’m never going to be able to experience these things. I mean, you can give me the bullshit “Happily ever afters don’t happen in real life,” but why can’t they? That love and happiness doesn’t seem impossible. It isn’t impossible for everyone. I’ve seen it happen. And maybe it’s not exactly the way it is in these films, but it’s there.

And I’ve always wanted it. I pretend; I pretend I’ve come to terms with the fact that I’m going to be alone forever for legitimate reasons, pretend I want to be alone forever.

But it’s not true. Of course it’s not true. No one wants that. No one.

I’m just a lonely, scared little girl, and all I really do want is to be loved the way these Disney characters love each one another. Growing up, I never thought that was so ludicrous. Apparently, it is.


Jan. 3rd, 2011

I want a fucking Pizza like this
Jen möchte gerade ein Stück Pappe heiraten.
Katzenminze ist mein neuer Freund!
Meine Angst, mit Animatronics alleine im Raum zu sein, dazu noch in relativer Dunkelheit, wird mir sogar im Traum zum Verhängniss.